Things that are, things will come

I do not have room, but that does not mean you do not have a corner. I'm not home, but that does not stop me from creating my own abode in every place I go. My objects say who I am, my character, every thing that leaves a trail is a sign that I was or am in a certain place. Any place can be my room if you find a part of the table with at least one book and at least one book and quite possibly a dirty coffee mug. My perfume that lives in the air, my cream for hands played in the same corner of notebooks and books, a purse close, and always, always a headset handy. I think all these things added together with my computer, my iPod and I can set up as my home. Most of the time I just need this and my thoughts for a living.

I'm really weird for giving more value to cinema than the ballad? If I am, so be it. I am a young elderly assumed, but if you invite me to a show of Rock, turn a girl of 16 years crazy. Put my All Star purple, my favorite makeup, my jeans, preparing to yell throat and legs to jump. And of course, it will not be after many, many photos, even if I do not show it to anyone. But usually not ashamed to show, because I think the beauty of the fun sometimes is able to become much larger than the beauty of aesthetics.

Who is not beauty queen, or have a common beauty, stands on other issues. You can be born funny, or clever, or crazy (crazy because they have charm), or any other characteristic that most beauty queens do not. And who is not born with emphasis on other issues, learn how to be remarkable in anything, because every woman is special in its own way.

I am in love with the moon, surely. I spend a lot of time admiring it, or looking at it as my mind is far from where I am, and sometimes even talk to her. She has a light that gives me calm, hope, peace of mind ... Every time I get in tune with the moon, I just convinced me that life is more than I can guess, and as the clouds come and go around her, I'm sure that everything is temporary. Any moment everything can change or end.

May your days be sun or moon, but do not be fooled thinking that one is negative and the other positive: both have their advantages and disadvantages, as well as life. Living is different to survive, so I wish we could live forever sunny days in the accurate measurement of heat a hug and nights of the Moon with the intensity of a dance. No matter if it's day or night, the path will always be illuminated. These are my wishes for 2013.

Break the chain

It's easy to tell when the structures are weak

I write about everything from child

And who writes, knows when an event is important.

As a weak structure,

As a failed attempt.

I'm watching you light the dynamite

You laugh as he prepares to kill the cause of your gastritis ...

Maybe you do not know what you're doing

But my eyes never leave the telescope to see what is happening.

You want to explode, but not to stay to watch

Do you want to explode, but is chained to something that will not let you go.

Tell me when you break the chain

You are about to explode with all these people

You need to escape, need to break the chain.

I write about you since I was changing teeth

And always hoped you break the chain.

Please do not blow up with these people

You must escape before activating the pump,

You need to break the chain.

You must throw off this decadent life

Please break the chain.

Let me

When I say it arrives

Let me.

When I say I do not want

Respects.

When I say I've ever done

Closed.

When I do not want to hear

Shut.

When I leave

Do not ask anything.

While I want to be free

Do not be a rock.

Do not be the reason that makes me lose my mind.

Even for love has limits.

Even family has to guess quota.

Even for friendship is the right measure of freedom.

I take care of my life even before they are of age.

I do not accept abuse of nowhere.

Open Window

And suddenly I open the window and see ...

Hope!

Hope at all times

Hope that the sun's rays become less hot

Hope that the rain will come and refresh all our people.

Hope springs from the heart

Hope to get a good dance dance

Hope reminds me of a song.

And that is what life is made ...

Hope in all things and people

To continue smiling and dreaming

And being able to appreciate a perfect moonlight.

I'm being corny and cliche

But I have hope!

Will I complain about what?

We are no longer

Now we meet on the street that makes you look

Why did you feel the perfume I gave you is an eternity ago...

You say you're fine, but your eyes say something else.

Give me a smile shaken completely forced

And I know you have been through a lot.

We met here, after so long

Our lives took different paths as

And the changes that you live now, have nothing to do with my gift.

I'll give you a sincere look

I say that I hope you get well, because really hope

And then you tell me you are not satisfied with the direction his life has taken

And I see a tear well up in the corner of your eye...

I'm also not very satisfied with my

but nothing compares to the hurricane that became his.

I feel for you, but it is only the compassion of one person by another

A person who knows you from another time

Another time, in which we never expected to live this moment.

And now, we are nothing to each other

The feelings I had, belong to the time

And the connection you had with me was blown

There are nothing but memories...

And now I do not know who you really are

And you also do not know who I am

We're just people we used to know...

Dead Flowers

Rain may be ugly to some ...

How dead flowers.

But it is the sun that kills

As puts fire in the hearts of little girls weak

They grow and become women hunters

Running in the rain, ignoring their fears and anxieties

Knowing who they are, knowing that nothing is in vain.

The wind blows in my face truths

or simply take them away from me ...

When the weather is sultry

everything seems stopped

Until my intuition agrees

acting alone and without the help of the wind

finds all the lost fragments

causing a revolution in my feelings.

Love renews life

but hate you sometimes wake of lies.

Just as indifference by some people does not change what has already happened

Just like I'll never stop fighting for what's mine.

Just as I was once a poor little girl, now grown.

Ocean

I'm not afraid to throw myself head.

I'm not afraid of being fat, but also not afraid to be lean.

I'm not afraid to look ridiculous for having pimples after having passed the age.

I'm not afraid to give my best by fear. I want to take risks and throw myself head for what I believe, because only I can fight my battles.

I'm afraid to feel bad for more than a day because of my appearance. I'm afraid of ending up with myself in order to fit the demands of others ... And who are the others anyway?

I'm afraid of having wrinkles prematurely just because all require me to run faster than time. And once again: Who are the others?

I'm afraid to stop being me.

I'm not afraid to suffer.

I'm not afraid to disappoint me.

I'm not afraid to change just because I wanted hair for five minutes.

I'm afraid of not having memories of things that meant the world to me. If we suffer is because it really was important and it was important because it was real and wonderful.

I'm afraid not to create expectations and become a boring old pessimist who fills his mouth to say it does not plan to be disappointed. Nobody lives like that, the difference is that I have the courage to admit. And yes, I am a hopeful person. And yes, I hope the best for most people. And yes, I'm endangered.

I'm afraid to stop being spontaneous and not meet my own momentary desires once in a while. And as I hardly changed my face since childhood, my hair different are what define the passage of time. This is my way of being changeable, not stay frozen forever in the same thing. Who changes, almost always evolves.

I was a stupid teenager who danced in the street and gave the biggest hugs when he met a friend or a friend. And also cried a lot. Well, these things are not so different today, except that I became quieter and diminish my public dances. But I will always hold my important people with all my heart and I'll always laugh myself every time I remember something good.

Time may pass and I miss some features, win new and remodel old ones, but I will always be me. Because I am all that I have, I stay true to myself, I remain faithful to the life I want to live. I stay true to my beliefs and I live well with me, because I think I'm finally starting to understand my crazy head. But I like to be difficult and incomprehensible. Person thus become interesting.

They all have their charm. And sometimes your charm is not having any.

Supplication

I could write a poem individual at dawn

describe aspects of my deep soul

and reliving the memories that no longer matter more

But in the morning, you'll be singing about

And how you held me in his dangerous game

And it will be all about you, and I will be all the people you want to see

The most passionate and the most hurt.

Can I say during the afternoon as well'm alone

enumerate with a smile the advantages of not having anyone

And secretly dreaming about being part of someone's life

But the setting of the sun I'll miss holding your hand

I close my eyes and let my imagination take for near real

And I feel your hands in my hair

And I feel you taking my clothes while fills me with kisses.

Earlier in the evening, I'll always be more desperate for the day to end soon

At dawn, I will always be the most desperate to come again at dawn.

During the afternoon, I'll be daydreaming

And at dawn, pretend to be doing something that is not thinking about you,

even if I'm not occupied anything.

I fell in love like a child

I occupy my days thinking of you

And my nights dreaming to see you.

Every time I hear that song, I wish I could wholeheartedly embrace

Every time I breathe, speak and live

I just want you to let me love you.

And I just ask that it can love happen

Or just release me and resolve to go along with the wind, followed by the

As I always follow you.

Vacuum

I am not.

I am not.

I was somewhere in the past,

a place lost almost as many stars in the sky cleared.

I do not have.

I do not come.

I do not know, but I knew.

And who can say if one day I will know again?

I do not want.

I do not expect.

I do not search.

And when looking at bottom knew I would not find anything.

I do not eat.

I do not sleep.

I do not speak.

I do not stop.

In times when stopped, I felt like the rain that comes up to beat the heat.

I felt happy.

I felt good.

I felt myself.

I felt.

It has long been no more feel.

Balance

Acting on the sly? I've been this way before? Maybe, but the few times in life ... Lately I've done it more than normal ... I'm taking seriously this business of private life. There's so much more that I do not talk with almost anyone ... My colleagues became friends, friends became my best friends ... Maybe it's guilt that year, in which I learned to live alone and do not stop doing certain things by being alone, perhaps because of my desconfiômetro be turned on full force, perhaps because I have become a more private person than I have never been in my entire life. Maybe it's just time passing and changing me.

The fact is that when there are people who are alone, get frustrated, mad, can not stand, do stupid things ... I do not. We are in December, and now I see that all the changes that have occurred since January, were necessary and somehow beneficial. I love people. I like being around people, and it hardly will change one day, but now I've learned to live alone and I do not despair of it. I learned to accept loneliness as something that eventually happens or becomes a way of life ... That made me more independent, more sure of myself as a person and gave me even more sure that in life, we just have to ourselves. We can only rely entirely on ourselves, we can only believe and fully trust in ourselves. We are all we have. And by Amazingly, I'm not seeing this as something totally bad after all, there are people who can not rely on yourself. Perhaps it is self-sufficiency.

This year was a drug in many respects, but not that. I'll always have my bad days, like everyone else, but right now, I really feel good. Do not know if that's good or bad, but I am becoming independent in the extreme. All persons are unpredictable ... Family, friends, everybody ... I am unpredictable, but with an unexpected deal that I know. And I've been feeling quite hopeful lately. I mean, even with everything that happened this year I'm still here, determined. How strong I become? There were things I always feared, things I always thought it would not last, but here I am more at peace with myself than ever. Everything can work out at any time, this is what flashes in my head all the time.

Do not misunderstand, it's not like suddenly I had decided to become an old maid and bitter, is not it. As I said before, I love being surrounded by people but right now, I just decided to accept the loneliness that was imposed on me throughout this year and I do not care anymore. For a long time, I thought the people I loved were all I had, and now I see that even if you have a thousand people in your life, if you're not yourself, if you are not good about yourself, if you do not like the company itself, the thousand people mean nothing. No use to cling to someone or "someones" in an attempt to feel good. Sometimes people remain, but most of the time, all follow his path, and in the end, each one has oneself.

Another lesson I learned this year: Life remains beautiful even if you are alone. You just need to strive to see the beauty of things, you just need to live as you want, any way you want. We create our reality from a mold tax. If you can remove the fog of despair from your eyes to be alone, you can see a bright moon and infinite.

Right now I feel another person. And maybe I am.