As I would be now...

As I would be now ... Looking at the view from the top of Elephant Rock, which was the only mountain I've climbed in life, and on top twice.

As I would be now ... Swimming at a beach sea bluer than the sky, I would swim looking at the sky.

As I would be now ... Listening to music in a room that was mine, eyes closed and with a certain brightness in ambient light.

As I would be now ... Reading a book on a porch somewhere else.

As I would be now ... Knowing the world and photographing every inch of him.

As I would be now ... Seeing a movie cuddled with someone.

As I would be now ... I'd like to know how to drive and drive to not take it anymore go anywhere.

As I would be now ... Seeing the sunset, sun on the beach together.

As I would be now ... Walking around aimlessly for hours without end.

As I would be now ... Doing anything, anywhere that was not here.

As I would be now ... Walking hand in hand with someone.

As I would be now ... Knowing Alexz Johnson, John Mayer, Adele, Julian Casablancas, Dave Grohl, Florence Welch, Jack Johnson, Joss Stone, Chris Martin, Renee Olstead, Rihanna, Dinho Ouro Preto, Amy Lee and so many other fucking people.

As I would be now ... I wish I was eating a chocolate without any guilt.

As I would be now ... Out of my mind agitated, confused and worried, because only concerns age faster, but living without knowing anything is the same as being a vegetable. But how do you know things without feeling concern?

As I would be now ... Sleeping in a place of absolute silence and preferably in a bed that was mine.

As I would be now ... Being kissed.

As I would be now ... Dancing non-stop, just letting the rhythm take me out of trouble.

As I would be now ... Doing something I really want to do.
I think this is really an evil human being: always want what we don’t have.