Free will

I always wanted to have long nails, since my childhood, but I never could have because I always had delusions of biting them. Well, one day I forced myself to stop, but still continued with Stubbs in place of the nails, so I let it go and went back to biting as before. And so long: stopping and turning, stopping and turning, stopping and turning ... Until one day I finally got to stop once and since then my nails are larger than I imagined it could be. But now that I got what I wanted so badly, I want more. The reason? I'm not used to having long nails, scratching me for any reason, I can’t type messages on my phone as before and is also an irritating noise on the computer keyboard because of pods hitting the keys. Has the time I do not feel the tips of my fingers.

Sometimes this sort of thing happens: we wanted something so much and when we finally managed to find that none of it was thought to be the way. In the case of nails, I can reverse it is easy to get rid of something, but I can name at least another three things I wanted for a long time and when I finally got found out that nothing was as it seemed, but could not reverse the situation, it was late, and all that remained was to adapt and make what bothered me the least possible, which is very difficult.

We spend much of our time hating situations, environments or people with whom we are obliged to live and put the blame on thousand people to have to go through it, when in fact it is something caused solely by ourselves, nobody else. Everything happens because of our choices and desires, we are the ones responsible and also the ones who can try to reverse the unpleasant situations in which we find ourselves.

Be careful what you wish and what you choose, it may be something definitive and you may end up spending the rest of his life repenting because of a moment, a choice, a desire. That is the wonder and also the karma of free will.