Again

I don’t know what I'm doing, I just know what I'm doing and I hope the best decision, because I'm really tired of failed decisions. Already have time to go through the minds of others isn’t advancing much, so I decided to go through my head for a change ... I hope this time is different.

During my life I tried to release without success, tried to leave the shackles of others unsuccessfully tried to be myself, without success ... So many attempts, no results ... Maybe I was not trying hard enough, or maybe just was not the right time to have successful attempts. The truth is I do not know anything and I'm not sure of anything, but who has? Nothing is guaranteed, nothing is safe at any time the strongest structure can collapse like a house of straw. Anytime I can be someone else, at any time I can be almost unrecognizable. Actually, this is what some people expect of me, but as nothing is guaranteed ...

  Maybe one day I'll learn, maybe one day I finally make what people want me to be. But for now, I'm not well, for now I decided not to live to please others, because when the time comes to face more powerful structures collapsing, I'll be alone. And that's why I decided alone to do what is best for me, being a better person for me and mainly live for me. It is true that I will not please some people, it is true that I will cause dissatisfaction and judgments to the mountains, but I decided not to let anything else that be a deterrent. I decided to fight for me, I decided to do the best for me. For the hundredth time in my life I have a plan without warranty, and for the hundredth time my only allies are the hope and determination. Probably these two will always be my best friends. They are the ones with which I can really tell.