Thursday, 16 August 2012

The last minute


I am a good person, with trends of bitterness and suffering for a long time by the same disappointment. I am emotional, but always try to think very carefully before making any decision, after all, do not wanna waste my emotions crying over something that went wrong because I have not thought right.
I am one who learns constantly with people and with itself, I am one who feels the same butterflies in my stomach before writing. The sensation is similar to the times that I was passionate about and stared at the face of the frets and my heart pounded ... None of them was worth it, but I always love it's worth, is a feeling that there is no equal, is truly divine. That's how I feel when I write, if I could marry the words.
People often make mistakes about me. Some say I look like a little girl, I have other face of sly ... Well, depending on the situation, both may be right, everything depends on the saint who governs me in the day, it all depends on my patience in looking good in humanity. I can be a saint or the devil incarnate, it all depends on how they treat me, everything depends on the angle at which they look at me, it all depends on how I'm pitfalls to put up on the day.
The truth is that I love helping people, the truth is that I use extroversion to disguise my discomfort, anger and sadness almost constantly, the truth is that I'm new, I have disappointed. But it is also true that I am a big idiot hopeful.
I love to smile, it never hurts. I've also cried a lot in my short life and long I know I still cry a lot, because if there's one thing I want is to live well. Thank God I'm not suicidal and I consider it a privilege life. And that's why I want to live it as best as possible and the best way is to stop doing things that my heart happy. The best way is to believe in myself that no one else believes. That's gotta be.
The truth is that recently I had a disappointment that killed something inside of me, but thank God I'm learning to disguise. Nobody has to know about my life already has enough people are getting into.
Day 5 September I'm going to a new place, to a new stage and (hopefully) for almost a new life. Renewal is never enough, especially when you need a madly. I can’t wait for me to move and start putting my plans into practice, because my dreams come true are the only things that can make me happy. And when I get there, my allies will stand by me and those who despised me, will be looking at me with his head held high, after all, I'm on top and underneath them, and for that reason alone even if they are head-on.
These are the things the last minute that really deserve attention.

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