Waves

I do not understand this wind that changes direction at all times

Sometimes it blows in two directions at once.

How can I remove the hairs that do not release my eyes

to see?

How can I go on without flinching?

It is allowed to stop doubting?

It is as if not beloved

It's not as if anything was left

It's like you're trapped and buried

same crap in perspective.

Blinded by my own eyes

Caught in my own life.

If someone asks,

Say I sent the sea advancing

If someone calls me

say that I got and I will not come back

If someone caring

say that there is no one else to worry about.

I hung up the tears

Destroy the memories

Kept frozen smiles

the most perfect spectacle

I forgot the reasons

I burned all watches

in each wave that took me to everywhere

that was not my mind.

That was not my life.

That was not in the cell with the older wounds.

That was not me.

That just was not.

But when it came time to open your eyes

I understand that there were waves of the sea.

They were just waves of my hair

Topping my eyes

allowing me to live my dreams

Saving me from all worldly thoughts.

And this was my paradise

And my biggest risk.