Fleeing to the moon

Take me to the moon
and teach me to dance to the beat of the stars
When she is full
also fill our hearts with certainty.

In my dreams
are you and me
and only the moon,
can see us.
In my dreams
we're dancing
by the look in completed.

Let's get away
closer to the Moon
that we can
When the silver light reflects in our eyes
all becomes music and all the things they form pairs.

The moon accompanies our steps
And our kisses
it illuminates the entire space.

At least tonight
let's love without thinking of tomorrow
The hope of my words is realized
when their arms around our souls.

So, tonight we live our lives
We can make them beautiful and unforgettable
Since the Moon may cause them to be
perfectly possible.

They are teasing me

They are teasing me
But I'm not seeing.
They are teasing me
But I'm not noticing.
Everyone knows that I am provoked at all times,
But I have to be strong and ignore
Pretend you do not see
Not to give trouble to those
That always cry
Every time I accept to be provoked.
Every time I enter the fray
And to put away my voice and my sorrows.

They are teasing me, and it is obvious
But I grew to know and accept the challenge
And further down and fight
There is a code of mature people.
It's something that big, strong and successful should discard
As possible at some point want to participate.

They are teasing me
But I am contained by I do not know for what.
I think I've heard so many things at times that I was sincere
That now cover my ears and pretend
that's all I have left.
Yet deep down I know
They are teasing me.
And every time I think they're stopping
In fact they are just beginning.
This is what happens when you are leading.

They are teasing me
And it's killing me.
It's burning me inside
It's driving me crazy
Leaving me more dead every time
Why I can not say anything.
Just ignore it and pretend nothing is happening.
I just need to get rid
From that bunch of people who just want to see me freak out.

Do not take any more teasing me with both hypocritical.
This is driving me crazy.
"This must stop"
That's what my mind is telling me.

Changes.

Years ago I had a glow. It had everything I wanted, helped everyone and always turned out well, had some kids at my feet. There was no reason for me to complain about the stuff I quoted. But a few years down here, I do not know what got into me, just know that I ripped my own brilliance. I made a shield around me so good that sometimes I'm sure that I'm invisible.
But as nothing is perfect, all that sparkle that I had, I had many problems (especially love). Things came very easy and went away even easier. It's amazing how someone can be the queen of the party one day and the other the odd deleted. It's amazing how we all can change abruptly in small intervals of time. What I valued the four years ago, has nothing to do with what I value today. Instead, most of the things that before I valued very much, today I think it's ridiculous and walk and shit (pardon the word;: D).
Before I concentrated on getting the very happiness with someone today, I focus on the happiness on my own and that therefore someone comes along. You will think me mad, because after all, to four years ago I was 13, 14 years, but I've always been more early, and these were the ages at which I most dated. In fact, after that, I do not date anymore. I've had my moments and rolls back and forth, but always putting me first and I value much more, "Enough to make sacrifices and change for these kids stupid that my father always told me that they were stupid, but I never gave ears! "hahahahaha.
And this is another tricky part in my life: my family. I will not begin to list the reasons, because otherwise I will extend too. I can only say that my family gave me a lot of work, but although it is strange and complicated, I can not live without it ...
Of my friends I do not have to complain about, and often it is they who encourage me when I'm not good at all. Although, lately I have disappointed me a little (you know what I'm talking about ...).
But anyway, the purpose of this text, that is how people can change (for better or for worse) and if you will, can adapt and be happy yes. Not the same way as in a different and good. The secret is to know how to take advantage of every change, the key is to adapt and keep forever the memories of every period of his life.

Know where to thank for chocolate magic that life gives you. As much as they initially may be bitter, just may be sweet and you will treasure forever the incredible feeling and lived experience. Just like the changes. But you'll learn, take risks. So, if life gives you chocolate, thank and eat without expecting anything, so that the magic and spontaneity of them surprise you.

         (OK, so I traveled a bit in this last part, but leaves it there! Hahaha)before, after all, you do not have the hang of it before, but  

My Happiness

It's so good to feel the love in your skin and around. Even if you are not included in this feeling of love, just love to see happening toother people, only to see the love in their eyes, you feel a little better, because you remember that for everyone and for everything there is a happy ending. Or at least a love and a happy time.
For so long I've been looking for someone compatible with me, after so many failed attempts, I isolated the fate of ideas and the search for true love in a locked box inside my heart. I dropped the hand. For now.
For now, because I know I'm too young to give up on love and happiness soon. Because I know that if this ideal person for me has not arrived yet, is because it is not the time and then in the meantime, I'm doing other things and enjoying life in other ways. After all, I still have my family and friends, and for now, that's enough for me.
I will not be looking for, I will not be risking me for anything and anyone. When the time is right, the love of my life will run into a street with me whatsoever, in any city, any in a restaurant, a cocktail party, in any day or night, or going to call me by mistake. No matter how or where, because in time we will meet, because no one controls the destiny, and this is sure to bring me happiness.

My writing

My method of creation is strange. I have inspirations in the most unlikely: walking on the street in chemistry class, listening to music, watching a movie when I get stressed or in the middle of a conversation with someone, or simply when I take a break from the stress and rush to relax. The texts, poems and songs, or even phrases, just comes into my head and I have to write immediately, because otherwise, add all in my head and never come back.
I think the worst time that I can have inspiration is at bedtime. I lie in bed and I'm almost asleep, when suddenly something comes into my head that forces me to write badly. This happens a lot. It's annoying sometimes because I'm tired and have to get up again. It is in these times when I see that my day is not over and I realize that there is still something for him to be terminated.
It is clear that most of the things I write and never see anybody will see. I like to have a world just for me, which I am the only one who can and can enter. It is my particular universe. As has always been.
I can not explain what happens when I write - it seems that everything around me disappears and leaves just me, pen and paper. Ever since I was seven years old it is. The paper is my secret world. It's the world I wish there was, but can not exist. And since it can not exist, I allow myself to get into it sometimes.
I think I like the idea that I can create on paper what I want to do what you want and be who I want to be with whoever I want. Events are unintentional, but at the same time are decided by me.
Cloudy days for me are the best days. I can not explain why, but these are days that come my best texts, poems and songs. I guess because I like black and white. The way one color stands out in the other, without a call more attention than the other, it makes me relax. And I think for a moment, that somehow there is a perfect combination. Well, at least with the colors.
Anyway, sunny days do not, because on sunny days I often feel like going out and not thinking of standing still. In this case, the inspiration comes only after I get the street. Even so, sometimes not even arise, because I'm tired of the bustle and just fall into bed.
Well, I do not know how these things happen, just know it happens and I write. And here are my writings. Hidden or visible.

Music is life.

A friend of Diego also posted a text about music one day. And today, listening to music and realizing the effects it causes in me, realized I wanted to talk about it.

I wonder if some day be able to live without music. Music is life.We relate to things music, people, events. Everything that happened and is happening in my life until today, has a soundtrack to accompany. Each person who is near me has one or more songs, remember that when I hear, hear or even to think of it. It is impossible not to. When I say that everything is music, I'm serious.Anything can turn into music. Any pace you do with your mouth, hands, feet, with objects, or anything else, can become music if you develop. And the dance is nothing more than music made with the body.
And sometimes I wonder if there really is this concept of 'bad music'. I think not. What exists is the same musical taste.
I can not go a day without listening to music. Seriously, when I wake, I have to choose music carefully, because this first day of my music influences a lot on my mood for the rest of the hours that I have agreed. This first song of the day is very important. I also like to hear one last song of the day, before bed. I know that may sound strange, but makes all the difference.
Throughout the rest of the day, the songs vary greatly depends on what is happening at the moment. Lately, I've been listening to much Muse, Paramore, the songs of Glee and some other random.But there's always a moment of my day I have to listen to John Mayer. Seriously, the guy can have songs that talk about taradisse, but most of his music always calms me and makes me happy. His voice is soft and relaxing, and always leaves me well.
Well, back to the topic of music, I must also point out that music influences a lot on what I'm going to write, or how I'm going to write.And I gotta tell you, never stop listening to music. They are angry or dramatic Paramore, whether romantic or dramatic Muse, whether dancing, dramatic or romantic Glee, whether funny or completely broken as Nirvana, perverts, romantic or dramatic as those of John Mayer, or than any of those I spoke, no matter, the important thing is to make music is a gift item in your life. Listen, feel, dance, sing a song! Or, if in my case, write songs as well. Music is life, and without it is missing something!

Freedom

"We should not be sorry for that" lost "when we choose, because that's the nature of freedom. Each time we choose something, we sacrifice the other possibilities. Basically, we are free to say that we have some autonomy to choose how we resign to spend your life doing whatever we please. "
(Paulo Geraldo)

I started this text with a thought for everyone since the beginning of reading already start thinking about what is true freedom. I still do not know. Just know that this is what I seek from much younger.
I was not born to be bound to nothing and nobody. In life we ​​take root, but when it happens, it means a place or find someone who makes us to want to stay, but do not feel like we are losing freedom. We have achieved freedom so that we can make a very important choice and that makes us very well. I think what best defines freedom is this: the person has power of choice. The person to decide his own life and his own way. Each of his decisions is linked to mood and word 'FREEDOM'.
And when you choose something, may also be giving up other things. Choices will always bring gains and losses. And that's why you should think very carefully about the choice you take, because you should know that if you win something, you may lose another. But how far the thing you win is good enough to not care about the loss of another?
The human being is a very complex. We are all extremely contradictory and changed, one time or another, according to the place where we are. We can’t act the way we would act if we were in such a place, if we're not in it. This makes no sense.
Plans exist, we all make plans but do not know if will work or not. And to find, just risking it. But we risked only when we look a thing. We will not knock you out for something we do not want much.
With each passing day more and more I try to think rationally. I try to see situations from all sides and place on the scale which weighs more, so I make my decision more wisely. I'm not forgetting my heart. I'm just giving way to my head I think also one thing I did not before. Doing things on impulse and not think about tomorrow, it means you're not thinking of the consequences, means that you are not taking responsibility for their actions. I decided to no longer use the words' I had no choice. Because everyone always have a choice. No matter the circumstances, everyone always choose something. The result that comes after this choice, it is only a consequence of his act.
I'm leaving to come to maturity. I will not quarrel with the world not to accept the responsibilities that time brings to me. Life goes on, and along with it, we have to shape what the different ages and situations we are asked. And if I have those responsibilities now, means I have the ability to live with them. Just like in the future or other responsibilities will be the same, only more serious, and I have skills to undertake them.
I am choosing to grow; I am choosing to use the freedom I have at this moment in my life.


Another thought from above by the same author:

 "We accept the consequences of our choices, bear the weight of them, we honor our word, is called responsibility. And only true freedom it confers. Only man responsible is genuinely free. ... The other plays, is still a child, immature, little man. "
(Paulo Geraldo)

Coffee

Another cup of coffee. That's all I ask. At this point, is the only thing that my mind asks desperately. Some teens start drinking early, some start to smoke, others take drugs, I, I became addicted to caffeine. And it was during adolescence, in childhood I liked coffee, but I could just steal a few sips of some hidden adult, since no one wanted to give me coffee because I was very young. After a few years, everyone gave up trying to stop me, because truth be told, many times I overcome by fatigue. I do not give up until I get what I want and if I give up, just because I lost interest. And the coffee was so. I have overcome by fatigue. The cafe, which was the key to enrich and Sao Paulo trigger in front of Rio de Janeiro, is mysterious. And delicious. If he enriched São Paulo today is because of him that this state has become the largest city in Latin America, maybe he can not reach you too? Not necessarily with money. Think positive. Drink coffee. If there is a helpful advice I can give to someone is this: drink coffee. If you want to get drunk, drink coffee. If you want to smoke, drink coffee. If you want to take drugs, drink coffee. If you have nothing to do and want to drink soda, drink coffee. But if you want to stay awake energy drink. Because at least me, coffee does not work to let agreed. I drink only the taste that I love. Of course, if you want to kill read my blog. And drink coffee.