I never had patience for self-help books, pleases me
much more to help others. Maybe I was a psychologist in another incarnation, or
something, the fact is that I like to analyze people and things that make my
complete coexistence with them much easier, especially with my complicated
family. I cried, thundered, complained (and still claim too), swore, screamed,
suffered silently and secretly disappointed me, but I believe many people may
have felt all these things in relation to me. Over time I learned to ignore
certain things, because they do not do it who would suffer would be me, and I'm
tired of drama. Just as I never had the patience to Mexican soap opera ...
Human beings are very complicated and irritating, very
irritating. But it is also fascinating. I get kind of shocked when someone says
she prefers the company of animals to people, because honestly, a person who
says it has completely lost hope in life and in herself, since she is also a
human being. I love animals, especially cats, but I'm never one to prefer the
company of a rational. It's more than that, I like people, I like the feeling
of them, I like intelligence and learning that we provide to each other every
day. Maybe I'm a dreamer, like my father ever said to me, or maybe I'm just
someone with all the things that have happened, with all spins 360 degrees
already given in life, being so young, learned to see life that way. Perhaps as
a self-defense, or perhaps simply because maturity comes to all, at different
ages, on various things ... Nobody ever for the mature ... Might as well stop
living.
I am learning to appreciate my accomplishments and
enjoy them alone, in my own way, not caring too much evil and bitter trials.
Sure appreciate achievements collectively is thousand times better to have the
support of the people you love and see their own reflective joy in their eyes,
but often their achievements in life shall be recognized as achievements by
anyone, even by those who you love. Before these people were their loved ones,
they are simply people who have their own views and opinions, and they will not
agree with you. And who cares? It continues to be an achievement if you feel well,
so if you find yourself thinking that looking at the ceiling and smiling ...
Sometimes a memory may mean much more than words of support. The feeling that
you get something that really wanted and got ... This is priceless.
Much love to all, but especially to love yourself. Do
what you feel like, live your life and always smile for those who never
believed you reach your goal. Is there anything more satisfying? The time is
now and only you can make that time is really amazing.
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