I'm tired

You know when you try to make things less wrong possible, as perfect as possible, but can not? You know when you give it your all, part of your personality changes, they try hard as he can turn almost a robot, but still is not enough? I know.

As much as I always try, I can never please everyone, as much as I always try to always do something to disrupt. I do not know why I do not give a time trying to please people, do not bother trying, trying to be invisible to people who do not like people, because nothing this good ever. And worse than not feel welcome in a place, it does not feel welcome in a place where would feel normal.

Worse than not being able to help you, you have conditions and yet do nothing. Selfishness kills around me a little more each day. If anyone has a ticket to a world where there is no rot, I go on line to buy. I'm not perfect, but it would be nice if people around me accept this fact and stop criticizing me all the time, it would be nice if they stopped wanting to change me forever and ever and ever. It would be nice if people around me to let me live my way a bit for a change. It would be nice if all of them could explode into a thousand pieces in the same way as they do to me often.

I'm tired of everything having to be ever so hard, I'm tired of having to walk on eggshells because people are too cool and has more to do than creating case with every detail insignificant. I'm tired of these same people never recognize the details right. Can I push the button "stop" now? Because I'm really exhausted.