Memories Sudden

I miss my room. Of all the changes I've had this year, this was not my favorite. I miss waking up and look around and realize I'm alone, I miss waking up slowly, I miss the silence when I woke up. As much as I have always divided my room with my brothers, but still ... When I awoke, they were still sleeping or had agreed and were outside the room, so I had my moment of privacy this morning or afternoon sometimes. I miss it. After I moved, I had to move to accept the people around me when I wake up. People awake, talking and looking at me sometimes. What's worse, talking to me.I hate talking about when I wake up, to be honest, neither my voice come out right. I like to wake up, curl up in bed, think of something, smile, hear the music from my first day and then yes, get up and start the day. I do not like when I wake up the audience, it makes me extremely angry. Actually I do not like audience by the time I take a shower and take my first sip of coffee to become affordable again. I do miss having a room.

When I was a kid, I got up and went straight to embrace my mother. Hung from it, a half hour, a virtual extension of the bed. It was funny. I said nothing, and neither she, she hoped I "get back to my body" and start acting normal again. It was like this all day. Who does it with her right now is my younger brother, are very similar in this aspect of "newly agreed."

Sometimes life leads us in unexpected ways. Sometimes life forces us to miss certain things that we used to. Not that there's always a reason things happen, and also not all change is always good, sometimes things just happen, without any important reason, or just happen as a consequence of other changes, and perhaps these are the real changes important. Anyway, everything is a matter of choice and everything is a matter of custom. If we were accustomed to it, we can get used to it. As much as I complain about all the detail possible in the beginning, I always end up leaving my optimism prevail in the end, thinking positive about the new thing is in my life. Or, think again that nothing is permanent.