What I have left

I took a leap in the dark 

And still could not hit the ground. 

I think I fell into an abyss 

Just the wind with me. 

Silence is not bothered much. 

I wish there could be some clarity 

I would like to know what is happening. 

Can anyone hear my heart? 

I hear so loud, it's like he was beating in my ear.

 This gives my heart always work, 

Where can drag me anywhere. 

Never let me hit the ground 

Drags me like a hurricane, never lets me choose the direction. 

But right now, thank you for having it 

Because their sound is the only thing that fills the uninterrupted silence.

 A sad silence that comes from the outside. 

I want to run, but can not find the floor. 

I want to disappear, but still here without understanding. 

I feel a huge lack of something, but do not know why. 

I've given up trying to understand 

But I think I'm starting to tread on the ground. 

I can only close my eyes 

And start living.