I consider myself a brave person. sometimes scares me a little with some changes that knocking at my door, but do not hesitate to make me look at them they'll feel better with them. I plunge head and the mood and of course, asking God to give me luck. Sometimes it works.
But even being a courageous person, I have my moments of cowardice. When I start to think in such relationships, I'm a little confused. Do not misunderstand, I believe in love. But I also believe that sometimes it is not enough. It should be, but not always.
I'm missing just being a teenager I permetia be in much of my time. I was just a teenager and that was enough. Nobody was charging beyond my capacity to be a teenager all the time, and if charged, I was right to play. But now, I have to breathe the idea that I can no longer be as I was, in many things. I have to grow and grow and grow. But how do you grow instantly? Someone explain to me? I want to know. I'm trying with all my being meet expectations, because I'm terrified of disappointing so many important people to me. But I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job. You know, I'm new in this business of being an adult all the time. I've always been a responsible person by nature, but I could always take a break. Now, I'm not so sure.
Some questions do not stop tormenting me head. Sometimes I think it so much that it seems that my head will explode. But do not explode, and it is then that comes to my constant companion, the headache. If my name were otherwise, should be "Walking Headache", because that's what I am. Maybe it's just caused by my sinuses, maybe not, the fact is that this is driving me crazy. There was a time when I was like, but then began. But now she is back, strong and steady pounding in my head things that are already decorated.
Just wanted to take back the mental silence that sometimes I could lay here. What is happening to me?!
But even being a courageous person, I have my moments of cowardice. When I start to think in such relationships, I'm a little confused. Do not misunderstand, I believe in love. But I also believe that sometimes it is not enough. It should be, but not always.
I'm missing just being a teenager I permetia be in much of my time. I was just a teenager and that was enough. Nobody was charging beyond my capacity to be a teenager all the time, and if charged, I was right to play. But now, I have to breathe the idea that I can no longer be as I was, in many things. I have to grow and grow and grow. But how do you grow instantly? Someone explain to me? I want to know. I'm trying with all my being meet expectations, because I'm terrified of disappointing so many important people to me. But I'm not sure if I'm doing a good job. You know, I'm new in this business of being an adult all the time. I've always been a responsible person by nature, but I could always take a break. Now, I'm not so sure.
Some questions do not stop tormenting me head. Sometimes I think it so much that it seems that my head will explode. But do not explode, and it is then that comes to my constant companion, the headache. If my name were otherwise, should be "Walking Headache", because that's what I am. Maybe it's just caused by my sinuses, maybe not, the fact is that this is driving me crazy. There was a time when I was like, but then began. But now she is back, strong and steady pounding in my head things that are already decorated.
Just wanted to take back the mental silence that sometimes I could lay here. What is happening to me?!
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