Wednesday, 30 January 2013

Run


Run away, Run away, Run away.
Sometimes running away is the best option for those who have no other than becoming part of the floor.
Run away gossip, escape of waste and anything that can become addictive.
Get away from anything that could become something to push you off the cliff.

Run away, Run away, Run away.
Refusing a problem is not becoming a coward
You know how far you can go
And with that, not rolling
And do not miss the opportunity to always smile.
No, do not let other people's problems you take the right to smile.
Do not lie, just do not get to hear
Simply run away from everything that does not make you good and for others too.

Run away, Run away, Run away.
Save yourself the madness of others.
Do not listen to anything that could bury you under the heavier sand.
A web of gossip or problems tends to explode someday
So beware, it is best to flee from certain companies.
You never know who might burst your web
Or who can cause you agony ...
In any case, do not construct the web
Be free, protect yourself from the evil alien.

Run away, Run away, Run away
Not worth getting and become a dirty person.

Monday, 28 January 2013

Personas


I like my perfume walk around
For the mind of the people and the mess up.
I like being able to give love
When someone is in pain.
I like lots of color,
And taste,
Heat ...
Heat but only from people
Most of the time, I want the weather be cold
Just so I can feel the heat better of them all,
And his presence and smiles.

They say the freaks have charm
They say the straights too much have no courage ...
Courage to make a big change,
Or a haircut,
Or to admit mistakes,
And have a good laugh like a child
And that way, every day, restoring hope.

There are people of all shapes and ways
There are many beautiful and ugly
There are boring and crazy
And there is also the worst kind:
Who does not live only exists.

Saturday, 26 January 2013

Friend



Do not miss having friends. Just miss having people around me, because I like to observe them.
I like to be part of their little lives filled with problems - it helps me to get away a bit of my opinion and we all are always dissatisfied, no matter how serious or silly things with, because this is a human being, an eternal dissatisfied, Always looking for something without knowing what it is. I think that is what drives us and motivates us to change and not remain frozen.
I never had friends and now, looking back, I'm sure. I've always been friends with many people, but being a friend is not the same as having friends. Always heard many people, always gave a lot of advice, always wet with tears and her shoulders choked people with hugs, but never, ever had anything like that back the way I always gave. I can not complain, because people are different from each other and from me, mostly. If I do not quite understand my head, imagine other people ... And maybe that's my fate: being friends with many, but not having any friends.
Since childhood I have always been that kind of person who likes to help and advise people. Not that they did not want me to hear too - always wanted to find someone to give me the importance I give to each of them, but it never happened. And somehow, this has always been therapeutic means to me, after all, who does not feel lighter, more at peace, when you can help someone? Some people do not mind, but I can not see someone suffering and not try to do something to help. Maybe I'm just nosy, or maybe the world needs more people who care about others and do not be all the time focused on their monotonous lives.
I'm terrible at making up stories about people, but wrote numerous books with the stories of others, surely. The fiction that comes out of me is always based on real facts, I never write something totally invented. Can I improve, framing, exaggerate, dramatize, add adjectives strong, but the base is always real. And that's what I like: give life to the lives greatly exaggerated stops. Shoot everyone from coma with words, whether writing, speaking words. I think that's what a friend does, even if not the same in return. I may not have friends, but at least I can say I'm friends with someone. Few have that privilege, most secretly envious friends and fold small pieces to continue each in its proper place. I want more is each one is great in its own way, but for my part, I suppose I can not wait for anybody but i can do for me.
Maybe they are my friends just because they let me be their friend, because few things make me happier than helping someone. And is not that what friends do? They give each other little moments of happiness and personal satisfaction...?

Thursday, 24 January 2013

Black hole

She felt joy
But inside, that old feeling of defeat, laugh ...
Laugh of debauchery.
The laughter was like a warning
In what was to come a boycott.

And at times she was really happy
Because things were happening that she always wanted
But when no one was looking
She failed to surface
its true essence:
She owned a sad soul.

Some people do not understand why they can not be happy
Even with all the possible reasons...
But that girl had a hole
That was much deeper and older
Than any moment of happiness just happened.
She did not know how to handle it
She did not know how to expel once that feeling of emptiness.

And then there was, she realized her dream of happily ever after
It would never be possible
For a person like her sad soul
The ideal was to settle for a few moments of happiness
Brief moments, just to feed your heart a little utopian.
Moments illusory, because the reality was even a bale full of absences and spaces...


Wednesday, 16 January 2013

Train



The train show they will leave. Will start, he is accelerating slowly until a continuous speed. And he continues. And it continues. And it continues. You keep going to the place of destination, but who knows if it will really get us to this place of destiny? And if something happens along the way? And if something happens to the rails of the station, or signaling, or with anything else? And if it catches fire? What if ...?

Anything can happen, but sooner or later we reached our destination, whatever it. May be a person, may be a breakthrough may be the end of a great trajectory. It can be anything, as long as this thing gets. And when it arrives, is the end, there is nothing else, is the purpose of the trip is the end of expectations, the end of plans and ideas. It's the end of a reason to live. But will it really end there? Every time we reach the end, automatically begin a new path for a new order. So there is no real end. It's just a door that closes for an upcoming open.

Who takes the train at the station has an idea of ​​what will happen. Know where the train vai, vai know how, you know that the trip will start slowly and at a certain moment a speed that can even be frightening. Or simply cause adrenaline, but an adrenaline rush that makes you smile for the euphoria it causes. Who takes the train at the station knows all this, but who takes the train and already in motion? Or next season? Who picks up with something halfway, or a quarter of the battle, or more than half of the battle do not know where you stand, do not know where you're getting into, know nothing. Who takes something that already has history only have time to do a brief reconnaissance of the site and hope that everything goes right. Who gets something moving just have to fight to get time to board, not to twist and fall pray to be as expected. Who gets a moving train can only wish that there still is a place. A place that is between people not so experienced, or not so lost, so hopeless or not, or not so old. Who gets a moving train someone wants to share ideas, someone wants to build along with it. But who gets a moving train knows that this rarely happens. Who gets in place already occupied can only shape the customs and rules. Who gets in place already occupied can only hope not to be rejected. Who gets in place already occupied have to prepare for any surprises that are going to happen along the way. Who gets into busy place, have to give thanks to God if you have a place, even if it is tight.

There are people who turn to go right in the middle of a train in motion and already full, but there are people trying to adapt without denying self. These people usually go down next season, but on rare occasions can empty an entire wagon. Can be gained by having confidence and admiration, or can be run by collective or expulsion.

But who knows what will happen on a moving train? Who knows if it's a good idea into a place already occupied, who knows if there is precipitate? No one can know, but to have the answers, you need to come and see what can happen. If it does not work, the next season will always be available to descend. And there you can catch a train or simply close out the season and see what's good.
The end does not exist because it has no end.

Monday, 14 January 2013

In flames



People like me, who have the spirit of revolt within, are always crazy looking for something new, something different, something that puts the soul in ecstasy and heart ablaze.
But these are times of peace. The war is over, and the sparks that turned everything on fire some time ago, were finished, calmed down. All went to their homes to celebrate the end of the war, and I got out, I went out like never before left, after being arrested throughout the war period.
At the time I was arrested, I remember having lighted matches repeatedly, hoping that the little light on my fingers broaden and enlighten the world. To enlighten my world, who long ago walked off and opaque. And it happens that one day, one of the matches has morphed into one person. Leticia, my guardian angel, my friend who never forgot me, even though I've been missing so long. Leticia was the mediator in a peace treaty in the war I fought with myself doing time. Sometimes people are just people. In others, people are the factor that determines everything and nothing, the young and old, defeat and hope. What would we be if we are not connected to others throughout our lives mysterious? This particular connection, set me free so I'm in a mood so radiant that no word invented to describe him the way he is he entirely.
I spent some time in a coma. It had nothing to grab me, I had no hope for comfort, had no light to guide me. I felt nothing and did not want to feel. Do not know what to do and did not know where to go. But those times are past. For my soul revolution is more awake than ever and everything I thought I had just turned into me with everything. These are times of peace, but even in peacetime, small revolutions happen every day, comes subtly, no one feels. And when you realize, when you look in the mirror, you know that will never be the same. When the mind opens, never returns to close. But with that comes consequences, and many other insights that you did not have before. Even in peacetime, every day the revolution remains alive within you. In me she has the energy of a young dreamer, determined and accelerated. For me it's all or nothing, and I hope it's always like that.

Thursday, 10 January 2013

The different




Between jewels can be brass.
There may be mud, glass and deception.
But even if all the jewels together are brighter, true and beautiful that brass
It is a fact that he will always be those who will call more attention.

The different lures.
The arouses different feelings - even negative.
The different causes doubts
And confirmations.
The strikes always different somehow.
And cause sudden reactions.

Between jewels and mud
Between the beauty and drama
The different always gets everyone on alert
As a pump.
Nobody knows if it will explode
But if protect before.

But it has a different thing that the pump does not have:
He does not need anyone to push the button
And he does not expect everyone to flee
For no one can see or feel
It changes everything without even explode.

Saturday, 5 January 2013

Normalities



I find it funny that these people know the love of their lives in the movies, the mall, the library, on the bus, anywhere where you do not expect interaction with another person, who is just like you or what you are doing. Do not speak in ballad, because nobody ballad finds a soul mate. In ballad nobody wants anything, just the night, just now, very different from finding the love of your life. But it's amazing how in the movies the love of your life is just around the nearest corner, as if there soulmate in the same amount that prostitute dawn.
I'm going to the movies every week, even alone, without any problem. Who sits on my side? Fat girls, weird guys, guys pulling matter the time of the film, but even the record belongs to the elderly. It must be my karma.
There was a time I was coming back from my mother's house and had to endure all get squeezed, tart, super uncomfortable, for more than two hours inside the stinky bus that crosses the Rio-Niterói Bridge. Heat of hell, hell bottling and there I sat next to a guy who looked more like a gorilla than a person. He was all off, he had a huge trunk, huge arms (not learned to distinguish whether it was fat or muscle, but I guess it did not matter much to my discomfort) and annoyingly kept touching me all the time. I looked at the man and he wondered beating his chest like a gorilla in the jungle and my desire was to punch him, push, do something to push him away. But I did nothing, because my hand is small that disappear. And so were more than two hours squeezed.
Anyway, what I mean is that reality is not as beautiful as we imagined. Reality is boring, it's rude, it's smelly, it's a gorilla that swallows all our hope in the world and humans. Reality can destroy any time it should be gentle, relaxing, or simply normal. My reality is mostly comic, ridiculously annoying or boring. But I think real life is like for most people, not just for me.
At least I can still laugh about it after a while, and significantly increasing my list of weird moments. Meanwhile I go about doing my stuff, writing, observing people. Not everything is quite good and not too bad, sometimes it's just a normal middle ground. But most of the time things happen to me as 8 or 80, you'll know why.