Saturday, 19 May 2012

Determined


How a person can get hurt? So many things possible and different, but equally strong as ... So many tears to pour, in different proportions. A tear to that traumatic moment, one for one tragic moment, to another one that could be avoided, and the other for the lack of ability to do all these moments fade from your mind. Because she can not do that? Because she can not do it? Maybe it is a sad, sad soul who is always unhappy, because he is always trying to be something that is not: happy in a way that does not exist. I mean, she is happy, she considers herself a happy person, although some complain too much at times. I mean, she smiles a lot. But maybe that's not saying anything. Maybe it's just a disguise. An escape from what is inevitable and could be treated as a ghost that haunts her life. And no use to hide, because like any typical ghost, he goes through the walls and see it one way or another. You can not keep him away.

But you know that kind of person who is clinging to the memories as much as you do not want? You know that kind of person who sometimes gets crying over things that happened years ago? Well, this is it. That person who talks about herself in third person for being too cowardly to expose themselves in the first. That person pathetically common. That person oddly unnatural.
But you know, this girl has so many tears. So many countless tears, but they are all contained within it. Trapped in a prison in which she has no access. If she does not know how to refer to itself, will know how to find the path to liberation?
I have an idea: a screaming FUCK and shouted to anyone and do not want to hear and sending all the pro range strike, even tears. Why are they good for anyway? Just to delay the inevitable? This person has a path, because she decided Tues And even though she is hurt and full of tears, there is nothing strong enough that deter you from a promise made in its infancy.
 She is strong in a way that no one can explain.

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