These are difficult times. Tough times for which I need to pass. I do not know how long it will last, but will last a while. And I need to be strong and believe that if I survive this time, most problems are solved.
It's time to grow, it is time to move. It is time to behave and practice education with the undeserving. It is time to force smiles and sometimes even smiling for real. But it is time to go crazy in the shower sometimes. Leave the tears to merge with the water, so I did not see any sense that it has drained out of me. Better to pretend that none of this has never existed here. Small momentary despair are insignificant when compared to large permanent wills.
It is time to force me out of bed in the middle of the morning and not late in the morning. It is time to lift his head and walk resolutely and confidently, even if not so I'm feeling. As time goes on, I end up feeling so indeed.
It's time to hide the chocolates and sweets, it is time to conjugate verbs and not just talking about writing. It's time to love me above all, because many times I'll be my only company. It is time for change, change for good. Making a major internal reform so that I can adjust the external.
It is time for renovations. And renovations are not always easy, but most often are necessary. And that's why I'm here, going through these times so strangely different and frightening. But they were expected by me for a long time. And now I'm here ... well ... I make these, big time.
It's time to grow, it is time to move. It is time to behave and practice education with the undeserving. It is time to force smiles and sometimes even smiling for real. But it is time to go crazy in the shower sometimes. Leave the tears to merge with the water, so I did not see any sense that it has drained out of me. Better to pretend that none of this has never existed here. Small momentary despair are insignificant when compared to large permanent wills.
It is time to force me out of bed in the middle of the morning and not late in the morning. It is time to lift his head and walk resolutely and confidently, even if not so I'm feeling. As time goes on, I end up feeling so indeed.
It's time to hide the chocolates and sweets, it is time to conjugate verbs and not just talking about writing. It's time to love me above all, because many times I'll be my only company. It is time for change, change for good. Making a major internal reform so that I can adjust the external.
It is time for renovations. And renovations are not always easy, but most often are necessary. And that's why I'm here, going through these times so strangely different and frightening. But they were expected by me for a long time. And now I'm here ... well ... I make these, big time.
Hi Carolina. I stopped by to say hello and catch up on your latest writings. Wow. This was so powerful and so personal. So vulnerable and so real. If we are all honest with ourselves, we all struggle with movement and growth. I think that what you have written is encouraging as we seek to not be a prisoner of events and feelings but to move forward in freedom. Thanks for being so real.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the compliments and acknowledge that my writing is very sensitive but it goes hand in hand with reality. Glad you liked it! Come back whenever you feel like!
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