Sunday, 18 November 2012

Tea


From time to time I try to say to myself that my flaws are just proof that I am human and nothing more than that. No one is a monster for having defects, we are all only human.
I'm trying to understand because of a sudden I started to like tea. Not that I have abandoned my coffee, is not it, I just started drinking tea in the afternoon and before bed. It calms me. Maybe that is softer, more subtle, with a pleasant temperature that relaxes me. And when I take tea in my mug with design castle, my mind drifts to far ... I think of all things in life, including the problems, and not feel afraid, do not feel anger, I feel no sadness, just feel acceptance. I think the tea gives me a warmth, a comfort that anyone could ever give me.
I've been wandering through this crazy world made smaller and no sign of light, is a hope. I try to see flowers in weeds, grass into mud, indifference in love, in a desperate attempt not to get carried away by my feelings intense, so deep, complex and difficult to bear. I'm an intense person, always have been, but lately, due to recent events who come disguised as wins and then show the true face, I have had intense feelings and aggressive. When I realize that it was all a trap ... I have to look myself in the mirror and say to myself that my flaws make me human. A silly and dreamy human.
Life is short. The roads are different, but deep down they are all interconnected and even though each fall in different places, all end up crossing the road. Sometimes we have to make small or large sacrifices to get achievements. There is not much difference between losers and winners, except that one could go to the end of the road and the other did not have enough strength to stand firm in his post.
Luck.
Help.
Courage.
Determination.
Intelligence.
We all count on at least one of these items the way they are and that can make a difference in the end it is up to us. Sometimes we do not have all the weapons we need, we just have all the reasons we need. For me that is able to get us out of trouble more than any gun, for me that is all the items together. To me this is more than enough.

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