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Cold blood, I never had
but sometimes it is necessary, because without this ability, no one lives.
Patience was never my strong suit:
I am tired of begging plague of death.

I have a million defects
and some qualities.
Some people have said I need to learn responsibility.
Some people have said I can not make my own decisions, because I'm underage.
But many of them have always taken
When I want something, for more than try to hold me, nobody can.

Everything I do always have to do with my desire for freedom
I want to live my life in my own way, and scream: LET ME!
Each to his own way, on their side with their secrets, successes and failures
I do't need anyone to teach me how I should be
Because I already know how I am.

I have no answer for a lot.
I never understood most people.
Many of them do not understand me too
And I prefer it that way.

I am to face certain things
and uncontrolled to others.
But I do't know the reasons
Who is looking for reasons, eventually forgetting to live.

I am impulsive, explosive, crazy swept,
A wounded beast. But I will not stop
While not finding my true home

There are things I know
That alone will change the time
And there are others that will shape the time
But I can guarantee that the will to live
Not even the weather will get dribble.

This is me: a crazy mutant.
I just want to enjoy the remaining time
Because when the bomb exploded and collapsed slapstick
I want to be watching cabin.
And when that happens, you can bet
I'll laugh and toast.