Dark

Sometimes the dark can be more comfortable than you think. Standing still, just thinking, going for subtle things in your life in general. In the dark.  Peace In a place where nobody can find you, where you thank for this, because only then you can take time for yourself, no one to give advice or orders, or just to talk in your ear, things that you do not have need and not the least bit interested to know. Even I, who am a person who talks a lot by nature, sometimes I keep quiet, hearing only the voice of my thinking, which often is not the only tricky.  Sometimes I also want peace, and when I'm with you in the dark.
Must be why I love to sleep, must be why I love the night. But I'm not against light sources, and I'm not against the glare. That must be why I'm also fascinated by the Moon
The light, the days are too exposed, too collective. And I'm not a very collective good. I value the intimacy with a few people, and also cherish individuality. The day may be revealing too many times, and I'm not evolved to the point where I was completely exposed. Often you are not what people want you to be, sometimes you do not say what they want to hear, and sometimes you're treated with disdain because of it. But I never will change my opinion or something in my way of being, because of disapproval of someone. I'm only going to change something, when and if I find it necessary for me, or if they represent some kind of improvement in my life, but changes always relate to me, and not to the prosecution of people. Who is important to me know how I am and loves me that way. No need for self testing or exposure and constant, I do not want nor need it. That's why I often prefer the dark because it preserved and feel at ease. The darkness always brings clarity and rationality, calm and efficiency to solve the problems that were previously unsolved. I can even consider the dark like a meditation for me. I like it, I like to be my comfort in particular.